i know i shouldnt feel this way.. i am super duper sad.. i feel that life is unfair.. looking at what others have compared to what i have.. i found that i have NOTHING! i know it sounds that im not grateful.. but.. i just cant help it..
i dont have a happy family.. my brother keeps on making problems.. my dad is sick.. my mum always nag.. none of us succeed in our study..my dad always looked stress.. i dont even feel like going back home whenever im far.. i dont feel happy living in my house.. i used to cry whenever im home.. my mum would always prioritise my bro.. i always being blamed, being nagged and i cant accept it...i didnt love my family.. if only i cn say that i hate em.. i'll let them know.. its killing me to be home... crazy, huh?
well, when it comes to study, i didnt score my SPM but i managed to fly to egypt to do medicine with my parents support but after a year.. here i am in malaysia doing foundation for B.Ed.. sucks huh? yeahh.. my life wasnt easy.. i screwed up every thing.. every single thing.. i hate my life.. the path that has been set up for me is full of screwed up things.. life is really unfair..
i always have to fake my smile.. i dont feel like coming home.. i hate my bro.. i hate my family..im sooo sad coz i cant let people know bout it.. stressful!!! iwanna end this.. anybody who'sfacing the same problem as mine? do share how umanage urs!! thank you...
